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21 August 2009.

Somethings that I can't do

I've been struggling with this.
A lot.

Somethings that people say,
are supposedly funny.
I'm supposed to laugh,
supposed to be able to brush it off my shoulders,
supposed to not affect me.

See, "supposed to".
I don't know why my sense of humour abit fail (to the max).

My mind says a lot of things.
If only my actions just followed my mind.
I tell you, so many things would've been done differently.

Like in this scenario,
I tell myself to laugh, it's supposed to be funny.
But outside, I let stupid things like jokes affect me.

I don't want anyone to have the chance to hurt me.
& I think by preventing it, I'm not going to get hurt.
I will.
Hurt; is inevitable in life.
Isn't it.

So to lessen it,
I should take myself less seriously,
and take other people's words less seriouly too?
Makes life easier. Makes life so much more easier.

I got a big problem with myself.
Sometimes, I think I should just slap myself.
So dumb Sarah, you're so dumb.

This shall be my 2009's resolution.
No, not to slap myself but to take myself less seriously.
It's not like I've not been trying,
I have. Just that I've been struggling with it.

ANYWAY IM HUNGRY AND GUESS WHAT IM CRAVING FOR.
SEAWEED FRIES HAHAHAH
I WILL NEVER GET ENOUGH OF THAT.

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And today, I went to shoot zombies with P & Farook.
First time playing LAN HAHA
I'm a freaking gamer I tell you.
A lousy one at that.
BUT! Quite thrilling lah.

There's a first time for everything right. :P

12:13 AM

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