I've so much of love to give and receive from/for this 6 other special people.
I hope wherever they are,
they're fine.
I hope all of your preparations are going great.
I hope ya'll are surviving, breathing.
They probably won't even have the time to come by,
but I'm sure they can feel the loveeeeeee.
Can't wait for the day when we can let our hair down
and just have a good time together, like last time.
Missing ya'll like crazy.
No more sunshine, rainbows and ponies in my life when ya'll are not around.

I'm glad I got to meet Pam and Jo the other night,
just to lepak.
The energy I felt when I was with them was so different from whatever I've been facing with during the weekdays at the attachment centre.
Even though we already felt like dying at 1am,
being with them was good enough.
Stress relief. :D

East Coast Park with Youthzation today.
16 of us :)
It was fun, but I just kept to myself.
Nowadays I just don't feel like talking,
too tired to do anything.
And I'm glad my bestf straightened that out for me.
She always never makes me feel like I'm alone and I'm weird.
Cause whatever I feel, is whatever she feels.
I think we all went into our own little space for now,
until attachment time's over.
We're all in our little cacoons waiting for the day to come
to flap our wings and fly freely like butterflies.

It's just that, life may not have been perfect for me.
But life hasn't been THAT bad for me either.
Life may not have been easy,
but no one promised me that it would be.
The down days will come, the trick is to get out of it.
(I'm still in that process of stopping myself from thinking too much
yes, ive realised its because of my insecurities
but who doesn't have insecurities.)
Just take things as it comes,
trust that God will provide for me
and I'll just carry on with my own things.

Somethings I can't handle by myself.
I've always solved my own problems, up till poly. Up till now.

But we're living in an oxymoronic life now.
Just like my dearest pam once said,
"We're all in this together, alone. What an oxymoron."
:DDDD

We're all in this alone.
But girls, find some comfort in this,
we're still there for each other,
I'm still there for you.

I'm just a call or sms away.
<3