Trust.
I've always struggled with that word.
Trusting others,
trusting myself.
It used to be so easy to believe someone,
but now its just the most hardest, close-to-impossible thing to do.
But even after knowing how hard it is to trust someone,
with your whole heart,
you still end up doing it.
You still trust.
How, why? Even I don't know.
Giving everything and everyone the benefit of a doubt.
For what? Who knows.
We're humans. We just do it.

What's life without going through pain and hurt.

I've realised that there are people out there who are in need of so much more attention than others. They actually need it.

----SIDE TRACK----
I was angry, I was upset today afternoon.
It still is a big deal to me
cause this is myyyyyyy problem.
In the end, I'm losing out. Not you, not you or you.
It's me, me, me.
I've to solve my own problems, no one's going to do it for me
I'm just going to leave this whole frustrating situation to God
He will carry me through,
like how he's been doing so for so many years of my life.
----ENDED----

I can't believe that I am going to be a hypocrite.
Well, it's a good thing in this case.
But I don't even know what I'm getting myself into.
I just know that this is something that I'll do.
For anyone who is worth it.

So let tomorrow come.
Let's see what the day brings.
It might just be beautiful.