I don't know if having so much of time to myself nowadays is a good thing.
I keep trying to occupy myself with things.
Not having a laptop now, it works in both ways I guess.
The good and the bad.

The good,
I get to catch up on my other interests other than surfing the internet. Which is actually getting very boring other than talking to the lovelies online.
I get to start experimenting with my not-very-touched crayon set (EYES BECOME BIGGGG), my colourful construction papers and my markers. :)
I get to play and sing with my guitar. Feel my soul and every other body part come alive and feel peaceful singing those songs, I love. Plus, I found my capo! Happiness.
I get to watch TV. Usually I'd be hogging on my laptop and living the anti-social life at home. As of now, I'm using the desktop in the living room, where the TV is like never switched off, so noisy, I'm surrounded by people so I don't have time to myself. Which is a good thing, cause I don't really want to be alone with those thoughts in my head. I miss watching TV.

The bad,
I've too much time on my hands.
I get bored.
I start thinking.

And you know how I am when I start thinking.
My brain has a life of its own.

Attachment starts tomorrow.
Man, I've dreaded this day ever since the start of Year 2.
And I'm in Year 3, starting my attachment in less that 8 hours.
Please have mercy on me.
Life is going to change, I know it.

So maybe since I don't have a laptop,
I won't even have a life anymore.
Sayonara blogging, I'll be too tired to bother about you.
And I'll be too tired to fight over the com with my 2 other brothers at home.
My time will be occupied with doing things for attachment,
24/7 ATTACHMENT ATTACHMENT ATTACHMENT.

I can eat shit and sleep attachment already.
For 2 months.
I'll see how life changes for me.
What's going to stay the same?'
Who's going to stay.
Who's going to leave.
Emo emo emo emo.

AHHAHAAH
ALL THE BEST LOVELIES.
Only we know how much, it's going to suck for us, how much we've dreaded this 9-5 thing.
(not getting paid okay. cb)

Night world! :)