There's so many things that I don't get. These walls that are slowly buliding around me to protect, again, I don't get. Protect me from what/for what? I don't get. Insecurities? I don't get. Why should I feel like what I'm feeling. It's okay to hurt once in awhile. It's okay to hurt. It's okay to hurt. It's only normal to. It's only normal to. Nobody did anything and I feel some kind of pain. Precisely because nobody did anything. But what do i want people to do? What do I want? What MORE do I want? I just need to feel that everything is nicely fitted in a puzzle. I need to feel reassured. I need to feel that everythings worth it. Will I ever feel like that? There's a longing. There's a hole. I'm sorry if anything anyone does is not good enough for me. I'm thinking, nothing in my life, or nothing anyone can do can make me feel like it was ever enough. But yet, ironically, I'm content. I can be satisfied. Now, how is that. If you get it then you do, if not, then you don't.
Thoughts in my head. These are just the thoughts in my head.