Skip a heartbeat.

Must be love,

Close your eyes,
clear your heart,
let it go.

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03 January 2009.

I don't get it.

Why is it when I don't have that one thing, this other thing comes up. I won't call it coincidence. Because I know it isn't coincidence at all. These replacements come finding for me, I don't go finding for them. They come as a source of comfort to keep me occupied. But I don't need it. Seriously, I'm fine.

I don't want to runaway from the pain. I don't want to stop myself from feeling what I should feel even if it hurts. I don't want to be numb to anything anymore. I don't need to replace the absent. I rather face it, feel it, and try to somewhere in my heart be fine with it.

Maybe that's what I should get out of 2009. To start feeling the negative again. I need to feel before I get too used to being numb.

Want to know how I started my new year?

We got locked out of the house at 2 in the morning so we had to climb in through my brothers' room. Great. Hope everyone's enjoying/enjoyed their holidays. : )

2:52 AM

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