Close your eyes,
clear your heart,
let it go.
clear your heart,
let it go.
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20 September 2008.
1.
I don't hate you.
I don't think I can ever,
I don't ever want to,
I hope I never do.
But the way you've been behaving lately, I can't take it.
I've no patience for this shit.
It's cause of you, we're even in this shit.
Okay, maybe not true.
I shouldn't point the finger.
It's just, this whole situation is so frustrating.
Well. There's so many things to say,
but I should just leave it.
I'll end it.
But that doesn't mean I'm fine.
2.
I don't hate you.
I don't think I can ever,
I don't ever want to,
I hope I never do.
But the way you've been behaving lately, I can't take it.
I've no patience for this shit.
It's cause of you, we're even in this shit.
Okay, maybe not true.
I shouldn't point the finger.
It's just, this whole situation is so frustrating.
Well. There's so many things to say,
but I should just leave it.
I'll end it.
But that doesn't mean I'm fine.
2.
So, went with the abangs to Sengkang yesterday at 2am.
Ben had to return his friend's car.
So Kel drove his car and Ben drove his friend's.
Ben works at the airbase near cck cemetery.
It was freakishhhhhh. Kel kept asking me not to look to my left.
Ben was leading the way out to the highway,
but he purposely went damn slowly pass the cemetery.
HAHAHA. Then we were going damn slow in the highway.
It was so empty, but we ended up racing and doing nonsense.
We stopped in the middle of the road, cause we needed to talk to Ben.
Literally in the middle of the road.
So we returned the car, ate and lepak-ed at Hakim, pasir panjang there.
Went back home at 6am.
ANDDD YES, I didn't go for work. Again.
Sorry ah sick. Cough cough.
3.
Was out with Praaaaaaatheep today.
Went to have dinner at IMM.
After that we went to popular, we were reading the Singapore Ghost Stories.
Eh, if you guys ever happen to do the same,
go open the 7th series one, you'll see Pratheep in the pictures. HAHA.
Anyway, was reading about death.
Anyone whose thinking of comitting suicide, don't ah.
Ehh, seriously. I was reading about it, and it kinda 'woke' me up?
I don't know.
Can you imagine being a restless soul forever?
And the way the book described forever, was like.. scary.
Something like, imagine if all the mountains and hills were turned into grains and the grains were lined up one by one in a straight line. A bird would be sent every thousand years to pick up one grain. Long right, they said forever was longer than that.
The book had people who committed sucide and weren't successful.
They said, they were in some dungeon and it was very scary and their souls were restless. Okay, go read. I think it's series 8.
They described hell really scarily too.
Like people in hell go through so much torture and pain,
they can feel their flesh being cut and stuff.
The pain will be so unbearable but you won't die.
There's no escape.
Kay and, COW. Stop hitting me.
Next time I pinch you till you bleedsations.
KAY NIGHTTT! :D
1:25 AM
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