Ward 12, Bed 33.

Keep holding on,
cause you know we'll make it through,
Just stay strong,
cause you know I'm here for you

My cousins are admitted in the hospital,
they got into a terrible horrible accident in Malaysia.
Maybe I heard the story 6 times?
My heart has been so weak lately,
seeing them in the state that they were in (especially priya akka),
I could've cried there and then.

So many people were attending to akka,
she was really in so much pain.
Dionel decided to go back to his bed.
He needed to rest.
So I wheelchaired him back,
I TELL YOU, I CAN BE A NURSE.
It was hilarious really.
My bestf was with me, I love you dear.
Thanks for being there. I needed you. :D
We had fun transporting and running errands for Dionel.
The most funnest was trying to lift him up to his bed.
He hurt his left leg, knee down.
So I had to support him as he got on the bed.
It was such a hassle, I was making so much noise.
All the people at Dionel's ward were looking at me. -_-"""
Azizah and I were laughing away.
So was Dionel. But everytime he laughed, his leg hurt.
I understand that feeling man.
But yeah, I love my cousin so much.
I was taking care of him, like he was my baby can.
Just like how he used to take care of me in primary school,
I'm returning the favour now. I guess.

But I felt comforted that I did somethings for him,
in that 4 hours I was there.
Buying him dinner, chicken chop.
Cutting his chicken chop for him.
Pouring water for him.
Wheelchair-ing him around,
making sure that his leg doesn't bump into anything.
Bringing him to the looooo.
(of course he was able to pee by himself)
Tucking him to sleep.
That cousin of mine brings so much joy and laughter into my life.
I just wish him, his sister and the rest a speedy recovery.
God, please.. Please. Take care of them and give them
all the strength and comfort they need right now.

Anyway, I seriously. Seriously, hate hospitals.
They're so emo.
But thankfully, got hot male nurse for us to eyewash.

2 hours of sleep.
Insufficient sleep + crying your eyes out before sleep=
3942397482739821 ELEPHANTS ON YOUR HEAD when you wake up.

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I love you ---.
Just not enough to trust you.