If I had to summarise my life in a word, It'll be..
LOSS. What did I lose? My mum. Grandmother. Dreams. Things that were essential. All those pictures/songs. [I'll never stop losing them. /: ] Myself. How to deal with it? One, you can look at life in a more positive way. Even though my glass is half empty instead of full, all the time. Two, try to move on or accept the lost. Or.. Three, just give up.
I think option 3 sounds the most easiest to do. So, three it is. Bye.