Sometimes,
I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear

I don't know what God has in store for me.
I don't know what i'm supposed to do.
I don't know where I'd end up.
I know I'm still young.
I know I still have 2 more years in poly.
But I don't think it's early for me to start thinking.
Start thinking about my life
And where I want to be
I envy those who have goals.
I envy those who have dreams.
I envy those who said their dreams have come true.

But I've come to realise,
all the dreams I've ever had,
realistic or not, never came true.
Do dreams even come true?

They say,
"Aim for the sky, so even if you fall, you'd land on the clouds."
But why do my falls seem so hard.
Why do they seem to hurt so bad.
I think I'm not meant to dream.

Maybe, just maybe, I'm not trying hard enough.
But really, is it even about trying?
I can't even get to that stage to TRY.
I fall hard before I can even dream.
Cause reality, heard of it?
Yeah, reality is abit powerful.
It can wake people up from the dead.
When reality opens your eyes to see the painful truth,
how can you dream?
Some can.
I guess, I can't.

My future is on hold.
I wonder what it has in store for me.
I leave it all in God's hands.
I just hope I'm not wasting my time at where I am now.

If anyone can feel me right now,
IM SO SORRY FOR YOU.
It's not very nice to live aimlessly.
It's scary to feel so lost.
But in a way, I guess it's normal.
Not everyone knows what the hell they're doing.
Everyone's just trying to fit in.
Trying to get along.
Trying to find some place where they belong.
So whatever.
Frontside Noseslide.

------------------
And you owe me macs.
Liverpool won 2-0.
My predictions were right. :)
IM THE MAN WOMAN.
It's (what's that word), that you actually hit the jackpot,
yet you don't have the slightest clue.