"Is that armour so thick that you can't feel anymore? Was that the goal?..."

a few things to say to my brother swee.
you heart BFGGs :DDD
DE LAPICA MORALES.
& last night's phone conv was retarded.
we talked till 530am.
I LOVE YOU BROTHER :D

you know, i dont know what to do with you anymore.
it's not your fault, of course.
but i'm still so lost and confused.
what the hell am i holding on to? hope?
i don't think so.
some people aren't as lucky as others.
& that seriously stinks.

maybe i just wasted my damn time.
i think i am.
and i did. sigh.
Sarah what the hell are you getting yourself into?
clear that mess in your head.

i saw this clip on TV. a mother was talking to her daughter..
"Don't be too dependent on me. I've learnt this from my past, the only one you can depend on in this world is yourself. This would only make you stronger."
okay, strength. and then ?

sigh whatever.