can't believe that i'm a fool again
& i who thought you were my friend
how was i to know?
you never told me.

what made me tear wasn't what was said.
what made me tear wasn't what was done.
but it was the mistake i made, once again.
in trusting someone.
when you feel like someone betrayed you.
when you feel like someone literally stabbed your back.
if killing was legal and not against God's will (ha!), i would've killed you right there.

what i don't understand is,
how's my life any of your business?
i've gone through 4 years by myself.
i don't need anybody to guide me now.
especially not you.

& i don't care what people think about me.
not like you.
let them say what they wanna say.
my conscience is clear.