if only i could revisit my childhood days,

i wanna go back to my primary school days.
when i was innocent.
when i was in track & field.
when i knew what it felt like to be on the track.
when i knew that i had a talent.
when i won my medals and trophies with my teammates during track.
when i was so super duper close to dionel, talking and playing pretend hotel over the phone.
when i was completely clueless about how bad life treated people.
when i lived my life without a worry.
& when i had my mom.

i want to go find my old old neighbours. and the block catching people. i think i had a not-so-bad childhood. the relatives outing to genting, malaysia. all those times.
nothing's the same.
things change. sad isn't it.
and what we're left with are just plain memories.
highlight of my life? track & field. i really love it. :D
bishan stadium. training at the carpark. its so fresh in my mind. the girl's lucky baton during training. the spray my dad bought for me, which everyone will use. the banging of the gun. guys team. joshua NEVER FAILED to have a fault start. dionel's 1500m. the girls. 4 by 400m. how we almost missed our chance of being first. if im not wrong, the timing for our first run was 7:48. then we had to rerun with 2 other teams to get in the finals. then, gold was ours. (:
primary school rocks.
i wanna experience it all over again.
if i could, i would (:

go to sleep. night! sweet dreams.