face down in the dirt
she said 'this doesnt hurt'
she says, 'i finally had enough'

HAHAHA, can you hear the tamil song?!
im sorry if you can.
BUT I LOVE IT.
nice right, nice right.
i dont know what they're saying, but..
its nice.

anw, past few days fun.
good friday service was great.
like always, it rained. (:
when the choir was singing the special song,
i had to go and play abit of the passion of the christ.
so the scene that was shown on screen was the one where Jesus had to carry the cross and he was suffering and all. He was so tired, he dropped it and the evil people kept beating him. i really couldn't watch it. so hard. i mean like, why did He die for our sins? i feel so ashamed and angry at the thought. i'm so unworthy of all His love, he just keeps forgiving our sins. He died on the cross for OUR sins. i'm glad to know that our God's a God with so much love and He is soooo merciful and gracious. we've to be real lucky and grateful that even though we didnt get what we want or need, we didnt get what we deserve.
Romans 5:8 "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." he's a amazing, isnt he? (:

so after service, had youth meeting. 3 HOURS! my goodness. it was already about 6 plus. then some of us went over to the hawker centre to eat. talked and ate till 820. barnabas and i were supposed to meet bennet (who already went home) at jp at 9. in the end, i met ben first cause banu said he was gonna be late. met bennet at jp at around 945. went to delifrance, asked whether could take reservations for our youth's annual easter breakfast. but they dont do reservations. so we dropped the idea. then went to 7eleven to buy some chips, and we left for mary akka's house.

OUR SLEEPOVER! :D
WAS SOOOOOO FUN.
the kids were there.
justin was already asleep, we reached at 11.
supposed to be there at 9? oops.
but then he woke up and played with us.
we watched tv, talked. played games.
then banu came.
at around 3am, kelvin came. yeah, damn early right.. haha.
then we played UNO. oh shit, it was daaamn fun.
i was like cheating lah. HAHA.
i put some other card under the right card.
and at times, they didnt even know. PFFTS.
ben and i would trade cards.
or, he would just give me his cards.
we were supposed to be quiet, but we couldnt control our laughter.
ben and i were ganging up against kel.
the 2nd game, ben won.
i was shocked, he sure cheat lah.
after the game was over, i confessed.
that i cheated, and showed them.
then they were like wah lau..
then bennet also lah!!! HAHAHA.
omg. we'll act as if we're arranging the cards,
then we'll take the draw 4 card and put it down.
ben did that, im like. 'hey how come you have? I ALSO."
HAHAHAHAHA. aiyoo, it was real funny.

then i put benita and printha to sleep.
they're 12 years old.
cause we were saying dumb ghost stories, they got scared.
i mean, cause smtyms you just do.
so i had to hold their hands and make sure they sleep.
imma good sister right?
hahah, then in the end. kel, ben and i slept at 445?
banu was already asleep.
we woke up at 545.
then we were all like high and stuff.
it was really fun lah. (:
mary akka telling us stuff about her.
and just getting to know the family,
and having fun with each other.
should do it more often.

then we left at 630 for the methodist walk.
we were still pretty early.
quite a good response from the tamil methodist churches.
the walk was okay.
our plan on escaping, was quite..
a failure. we ended up walking the whole 4 plus km.
ahh, it was okay. (:
kel, ben, joshua and i were supposed to be a team.
win together, lose together, suffer together.
in the end.. ben and i took care of prasad and justin.
poor babies, they were so tired.
they couldnt walk.
so we just helped them.
after that, went home.
slept at home till 8.

i had loads of fun.
SCHOOL'S STARTING SOON.
URGH. cant wait for it to be over.
HAHAHAHA HAVENT EVEN START YET.