its scary when you're starting a whole phase of your life and have absolutely no one to be beside you to guide you through it. to have no one to say, 'im there'. to have no one to tell you, 'i believe in you'. to have no one to tell you, 'you make me proud'. to have no one to be by your side when it all gets too hard and you just need that someone to depend on and to know that they'll be there for life.
its hard to have no one there.

poly's starting, and ive to do everything on my own.
i mean, some have their parents.
mine doesnt know a clue.
some have siblings to guide them.
mine? too busy.
i hate depending on people.
but im in sucha situation that i have to.
i'm clueless, i need some guidance.
no one there. ):
it sucks to have NO ONE there, seriously.
be lucky and thankful, all those people who do.

WELL. on the bright side.
WILD NIGHT OUTING with swee and saleha!
those 2 really made me forget my problems.
saleha was WILD BABY! (:
met swee first. went to centrepoint.
met my kutu family. :D
love em.
sat at macs and talked to my bro.
gotta have those BROTHER OUTINGS soon.
there's so much to say, so much to talk about.
so much ive missed out in your life.
I NEED TO KNOW YOU, bro. LOVE YOU BRO! :D
then met saleha.
that sweets treated us to swensens.
did STUUUUUFFF. haha.
went to play pool at lucky plaza.
saleha's good.
& thanks bro for the treat too.
topshop shades! I WANT IT.
swee said i look like a nigga.
ya man. aint aint aint aint. HAHAHAH!
swee lah, everything also AINT.
I LOVE SWEE AND SALEHA. :D

clarissa, im gonna suprise you know.
tell you. becareful.
one day you walking somewhere.
then you turn around and.. POOF!
i'll be there, watch out. HAHAHAH!
love that silly MACHI of mine :D