I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspokenits been 4 long years.
sighhh.. i miss my mummy ALOT.
today was.. a good day.
working again, at paragon.
but i love the staff.
they're all nice to me.
there was one wrong order, and the aunty gave me.
tuna crossiant.
it was so tiring, cause i had to help them serve, clean table.
but well, it was okay i guess.
rushed down to jurong point to lunch at delifrance.
with abi, jac and ilena.
ilena wanted to see jac's dody,
in the end he didnt come..
then after that, i went to centrepoint.
my favourite place.
even though, my keith quitted.
hahaha.
farha and syhuaida was there.
they see me already, KUTU!
crazy. just talking and slacking.
then there was once, i took a break.
went to the kitchen, was talking to jaclyn.
then ramdzan, ismail and that other malay dude was there.
they were like, 'indian boyfriend ah'
i said, nooo. im les.
ramdzan said, oooo.. i like lesbian girls.
hahaha, then ismail started singing,
'i like big butts and i cannot lie.'
they were all disturbing and stuff.
AHHHH.. I LOVE CENTREPOINT.
working there is sooo much fun.
mmm, the lyrics going out to my mum btw.
hope i made you proud. sigh.
you were the only one who believed in me.
you're so far away. i hate that.
i love you.
work tmr, gonna quit soon.
got prayer meeting later at 730.
and.. eh.
HI VIKESH.
goodnight.