Your heart will never be the same
Giving up dramas days
Letting go uneasy ways
When will you ever realize
Letting go all your lies
All the pain will subside

the chalet has really given me a new perspective to christianity. it really isn't easy. like the song said, i've to let go of uneasy ways. the three sessions over the 3 days really made me think. & i don't think its just me, but the rest of my youth group also.
1. TRUSTING the Word
2. OBEYING the Word
3. SHARING the Word
deep topics but the special speaker, Pastor Francis really knows how to touch on topics like this and make it so easy to understand. there was discussions after the sessions, we ended joking about stuff.

yesterday night i stayed up with the guys stilln 3 plus.
i think they stayed up later.
it was pretty boring on the first day cause i felt so lonely.
hello!? only girl there.
shamini stayed for the first night, but my brother was talking to her.
but then it was okay.
cause i was pretty much with gideon and kel.
they're really weird.
then ben came on the first night, but i already slept.

on the 2nd night, we were up till 3.
had bbq before that.
I LOVE THE CHICKEN WINGS, HOTDOG, SOTONG BALL, FISH.
okay, that's practically everything. haha
ben, my lil bro and i played soccer after that.
it was so fun. ben is a pussy! HAHAH.
no lah, it was just fun.
then we went to the hall and started talking.
watched some city harvest worship cd thing.
then there was another church youth group there.
we went to listen to their songs.
at around 140, we went for a nature walk.
it was dark, but who cares.
just walk lah.
then we went to mess with some adventure camp things.
like climbing the ropes and stuff.
then my bros, ben, tim and i made a plan.
we wanted to scare frank and kel.
so we were like, "shit, whats that?"
then we screamed and started running.
kel got scared. HAHAH.
frank was like. "eh, you guys ahh!"
shit man, plan 1/2 failed.

after that, we went back to our chalet place.
and started playing UNO.
guess who the winner was?
DUUHH. ME! :D
the only girl there, and i won!
girl power!
so stupid.
i won at .. i think 220.
and there were like, 'okay we stop after 2 more winners."
245 already, "okay lah. one winner."
it's so dumb cause they kept cheating and saboing each other.
but it was really fun.
i was tired, so i slept. they watched movies..

today in church, we had our youth skit rehearsal.
i'm the beggar! YEAH MAN.
the story line..
there's this drug addict, he's in need of money.
there's a devil, and he'll influence the drug addict to steal.
this nice man gives the beggar money.
drug addict beats up beggar and steals money.
beggar seeks help from a depressionist, but he doesnt care.
this mafia gang (HAHAH!) beats up the drug addict.
the devil continues laughing.
then another scence, while the beating is happening,
a kid disobeys his parents.
then.. THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD COMES.
that's JESUS.
when he walks pass the characters, they slowly transform from their sins.
and become all good.
the depressionist helps the drug addict.
& stuff.
and we'll be wearing trash bags in the first scene.
cause its the world of darkness.
then as 'JESUS' walks pass, we tear our trash bags.
mmm.. so cool.

and i'll also be dancing a simple dance.
that's gonna be fun.
but then i've to go down to church tmr.
need to go buy presents on wednesday.
friday is decoration day ?
not confirm.
must type out programme sheet.
oh, kel's helping me.
i need rest, im tired.
when we were supposed to pray in church today, the youth were sleeping.
all tired from the chalet.

i think God didn't want me to get a job during December.
and i think that's great.
cause i'll have more time for Him.
and i want that.

AUDREY. I'LL COME SEE YOUR STUFF.
UPDATE ME ON YOUR LIFE.
I'M SERIOUSLY AT LOST.
love you.
(PS. don't go hk lah. please.. ): )

BRO. i miss you too.
OKAY, come back from JB NOW.
i've been missing out.
don't know what you, aud and genny talking about.
HAHAHA. have fun though! (:
lovelove.