It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again

Woke up at 8, smsed my uncle.
said i couldn't make it to the airport.
he called me back, and..
never did i expect to hear sucha news.
he told me my grandma passed away.
she died in her sleep, just like she wanted.
i know it's not gonna be the same again.
it was so hard to step into the house.

everytime i went to the house, she would be there..
sitting on the sofa, that spot beside the phone.
smiling at me and my family as we walked in.
she would ask if we ate.
always gave me a drink.
she was so caring, the best grandma.

now, i just looked at her lifeless body in the coffin.
she was just there, motionless.
that was a hard sight.
i dont know why, i just kept looking at her face.
the difference..
took me 3 years back.. /:

but woah, was the gathering a huge one.
so many ppl came to show their respect.
of course, my grandma is a highly respected person.

went to eat at the coffeeshop at 9 plus ?
with vino, and phillips family.
then my brothers and vino's bro joined in.
we sat under the block, eating peanuts.
we were talking about funny things.
like how we should scare the people.
by doing stupid things.
was sucha laugh.
i'll be staying overnight over at the house tmr.
and im dreading thrusday.
thats where the last respect is gonna take place.
was telling laffyette about it..
guess he knows what i was talking about.
any indian would. (:

thanks audrey, you know the right things to say.
thanks clarissa, alot! you and your mother.
haaa, made me laugh.
jaclyn's blog! funny conversation with her.

just sent the chalet songs to barnabee.
guess i'll use the com abit and get some rest.
tmr's a long day.
my week's plans are all gone.
but its okay.
i love my paati.
anything for her.
i love you much much, GRANNNNY.
& i miss you too mummy.
bet you both are happy up there.
damn it. BRING ME.. /: