havent slept from 10am to 6am.
stayed overnight.
probably won't have time to blog anymore.
cause i've a chalet on friday.
thursday will be gone with the service
and my catching up on my sleep.

i've little energy left,
so decided to blog and waste em here.
today was fun..
had tons of cousin bonding.
they were deciding on what to speak for theor eulogy.
my bro, vikesh and sumesh.
sumesh annae and my bro were discussing on how they would drama their way on stage. they would cry and say, "oh, i really can't say anything." they'll start crying and just get out of stage.

during the service at 8pm, we were all hungry.
so we asked my brother who was on his way to buy for us chocolate.
then we ate right after the service finished.
and.. the cousins were all still hungry.
so dionel and me went down to the shop to buy stuff.
that goondu was trying to hide from his dad.
vino asked us to buy coke, it was for sanah.
so funny. she was so reluctant to share.
but of course, she did. cause she's really nice.
and she's damn funny.
all of them are.
she keeps comparing vino to judas.
HAHAHA. poor vino.

the 8 of us. sanah, my 2 bros, dionel, vino, tina, nilesh & me.
roaming the streets at 11 to 12 plus.
went to eat $5 worth of horfun and fried rice and $3 worth of hokkien mee.
joked around. it was really funny.
its like we don't go out as cousins and
only hang out during funerals and wedding.
its really dumb.

after that, we went back home.
just discussing the eulogy thing.
then i went out to see my granny.
she was there.. then was talking to melvin.
he was telling me all the things.
i really.. really. can't look at her..
it's scary, i dont know.
that's wrong but.. yeah.
then the oldies scared him.
funny lah.
and there were like if we prayed as a family maybe my granny would wake up. it was a joke. but they just prayed as a family. i almost cried when my uncle said, "even though now we dont have any parents, God you're still both our mom and dad"
maaan. that stinks. that was at 1am.

then the cousins were bored, AGAIN.
so we went down to the playground.
minus dionel, he went back home.
sot he 7 of us were at the playground.
using my bro's friend's laptop.
poor vino, it was soooo past her bedtime.
we were at the playground till 330.
one uncle came and asked us to go back.
so we went up.
vino and tina went to sleep.

the aunties were staying up.
it was soo funny.
there were saying that we should wear sunglasses
cause we'd be too sleepy.
and that we'll be sleeping during the sermon.
and if pastor comes and asks us why we're wearing sunglasses,
we'd say, "no lah.. crying too much that's why."
they said soo many things.
lack of sleep really makes you go crazy.
REAAALLLLYY. we were high.
everyone lost their sanity.
and it was really funny to see ppl act like that.

oh. and at 6pm plus..
when people started coming to the house.
my uncles and aunties were like joking around and laughing.
they were talking about some sms thing.
so yeah, we were all laughing.
and then.. my uncle was like..
"tone down, people will think wrongly."
and yeah, people were looking at them..
think the family crazy.

AHHHH. it was really fun.
i mean, must celebrate my granny's death.
she's with the Lord.
but.. its sucha lost.
what a life to take. );

tmr, confirm cry.
well, its good to cry.
i love my cousins! :D

long post. take your time to read if you're interested.
i wont be blogging for some time.
and thanks audrey.
do i look like a size M?! haha.
thanks swee, char & genny.
thanks VAL!
you're all great. greatest friends.
what more can i ask for?