wow, you have my aunt on your side. you must be smiling.
just when i thought everything was okay, you changed it. i went out to STUUUDDYY. is that a big crime? i cannot take it anymore. my aunt says its my fault that i didnt tell my dad where i went. fine, my fault. but it doesnt make a difference whether i tell him a not? he ends up scolding me anw. for the DUMBEST things. i'm sick of pulling my elder bro into this. i've come to know ALOT of things my bro went through. he's the one whose actually on my side, behind me all the time. he does that all behind the scenes, without telling me. but i'm glad i came to know about it. as for that man, i really lost all hopes. i've done my best as a daughter, but you still put me down with your fucking words. i really dno what i did to deserve this. i'm losing it. i'm weak. i'm tired of fighting.
i came home, my younger bro was sick. that man took care of him, like woah. he never did that to me. whenever i told him i was sick, he'd tell me to go take the medicine. "don't waste me money, finish the panadol." that would be his reply. but when my bro's sick, he served him food, literally fed him the medicine. laid him on his lap, and applied that axe oil thing. when i sprained my ankle a few days back. thursday, i think.. i asked him for the cream. he was like, i put later. now cannot put, my hand will be smelly. i'm like... ehh. that was really hurtful. thats how much he cares.
and my brother says he is overprotective. bullshit. he doesnt bother at all. what did i do to deserve this. just wanted to let it out. no one else is there now. the only one who understands are aud, char and swee. was talking to char and swee about it. i love them. words really cant express it. & now aud's away): for this reason, i'm happy that sch's starting soon. i can't live in this shithole anymore. it's just tearing me apart. what would i do without friends. probably be dead.
why didn't you take me away with you?are you happy seeing me suffer here?without you, i'm dying inside.i really am.i need you.i can just die.