i don't know what else to do anymore. not as if, i've been a pain in the ass daughter. i've been following that fucker around for so long. i'm the only shit that follows that fucker to see his mom in bethany nursing home. which other fucking sibling of mine did ? NONE. i'm the only stupid fool who did. & what do i get in return ? PIECE OF CRAP. i get fucking scoldings. it's not as if i did something wrong. i come back on time. which is like before 7. i follow him to malaysia, ALL THE TIME. cause no other fucking asshole does. i do so much, and what does he give me in return. NUUUTTTHHIINNNGG.

i asked him whether i could go out, and he scolded me. cause i came back late, ONCE. it was a fucking one time la. get with the times, old man. you're sucha a fucker. i hate you so much. you don't know what fucking pain and hurt you've caused. all you know is to shower your love to those fucking boys. and what have they done? I DONT KNOW. NOTHING? all for being so fucking nice. you only know how to act infront of people. you can seriously win grammy awards. cause you're sucha good actor. once they live the car, you're scolding me? WHAT DID I DO LAR?! listen to radio also problem. complain like no one's fucking business. be a fucking man and go approach the matter yourself. why tell me ? i'm useless what? complain complain, fucking complain. irritating bitch.

fucking dad.
i wish you were dead instead of her.
life would be better. ):