didnt go out yesterday. and my dad isnt going to church today. sighs, i really wanted to go to church. but... ):
been thinking alot. my church, they keep reminding me about my birthday. maybe, im just gonna spend it with my clique and them. thats all i need. so, im gonna ask them to stop reminding me about my damned birthday.
just when i thought 2006 is gonna be a kick ass year. i was wrong. so so wrong.
was bored last night. stacking cards. making pyramids. it kinda takes your mind off things. go try.
& he told me something. i'd be really lost, if he didnt update me. great. life screws.
is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call.