i would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor


lyrics from blind - lifehouse.
chhar recommended.
i like the lyrics, not so much of the music.

pissed her off, i guess.
sorry lar.
my fault, for speaking the truth.
... indirectly.
whatever, my tolerance level ahh
is way over my limit.
so im sorry, for whatever.

sick with the flu and stuff.
my dad may be gone for a whole week.
not sure yet.

well, i just cant stand anymore nonsense.
this whole week has been retarded.
i get pissed off so easily.

okay, need to go take my medicine.
no jogging for today, i guess.

sighs.
how i wish life would just change.
& i can be happy again.
no. everyone can happy again.
a wish i used to make when i was a child,
means so much now.